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Hi. My name is Maria Claudia. You know, I am actually Gossip Girl. Don't tell anyone though. You know you love me.

ah yeah! he's cool, doesn't he? he's from south korea. jung sungha!! if you want to know more, let's check sunghajung.com <-- sungha jung's official website. look at the gallery and you can see how handsome he is! check at youtube also! enjoy~ back to top?

If kisses were water, I would give u a sea. If hugs were leaves, I would give u a tree. If LIFE was a planet, I would give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine..

someone told me that life isn't perfect then i thought about you and realized yeah life is far from perfect but having you makes it a lot damn closer. back to top?

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday back to top?

a week ago, it seems like i was very excited to him. but now, i don't how, it becomes boring now. i'm not excited again. i think i don't love (even like) him again. i even can't feel my heart beating again. i can look at his eyes, and i feel more brave. i don't feel sad or jealous when he talks to his girl friends. and the most important is...

i am not broken-hearted again.

i'm not thinking about you all time again. and i can waste my time for something that is more important than just thinking and wondering about you. and now i regret i did that.

cause i'm not feeling anything at all.

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sometimes you have to move on and forget about the one you loved, because the truth is if you loved them they don't love you back. it’s hard to believe that the ones you loved don’t love you back.

but it's the truth,

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It’s not easy to forget someone- you may never forget him… But you can learn from it. Everything in life is a lesson- what you take from what you learned is what is important. If something did or didn’t happen, it did or didn’t for a reason. The first 3 days of a break up are the hardest- but each day that goes by is easier. Sometimes it takes a heart break to learn what we really need and want in life- and its those who don’t stop until they have just that 100% who truly succeed. You may no longer have that person, but you have the lesson, the will power, the knowledge, and the reason to find someone THAT MUCH BETTER! back to top?

Love is like a wall, if he doesn’t know you love him yet, means the wall isn’t cracked. If he knows u love him verry much and he also loves u, the wall is broken to shatters. But when he doesnt love you any more, hes building up the wall with bricks and stones, while you are on the other side, hurt and unloved. back to top?

you were the guy that lit up my heart
then you became the one that tore it apart

it was your love i wanted to gain
you did me wrong now all i feel is pain

you're always on my mind you have filled up my Brain
without you i think i'm going insane

i know that you will never be mine
that is fine
cause you crossed the line

i have more love for you in my heart than you can find
i should have seen this coming but your love had me blind

the way you hurt me i will never forget
you left me for someone you just met
living without me is what you will regret

losing you is what i used to fear
i'm not ashamed of crying
that's why I'm letting you go with a tear back to top?

it gets harder every day, but i can't seem to shake the pain.
i try to solve my problem, but it seems doesn't have an ending.
i know nobody has it easy.
i still can't believe.
God is unfair to me.

why i always get some problems?

08.30 a.m english class,
mem dian shouted 'hey audrey, david! don't chat too much!'
then,
all students looked at me and said 'don't be jealous, maria'
WHAT THE HELL??!!
embarassing.. back to top?

yeah,
my heart is really really broken now, into pieces.
how to mend a broken heart?

and the question is :
how to forget someone you love if you meet him EVERYDAY at school (we're in the same class)?!

stupid.

i love a guy, but he loves another girl. he knows that she is in a relationship with someone.
we're classmates.

everybody in my class know that i love him. embarrassing..

Myth #1: “Time heals all wounds.”

Myth #2: “It has to get much worse before it gets better.”

Myth #3: “The best remedy is to date someone else.”

i don't know where i should put my head.

please somebody tell me the way to stop viewing his profile's facebook and checking my phone every 5 minutes for a text from him.

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i don't want you anymore
i don't need you anymore
my heart wont beat for you anymore
i wont let it
i won't let you see
let you see all the tears
and all the fear
i have of finally losing you
of finally being done with you
i wont let you see all the hurting
wont let you see all the bleeding
i'm done with being this person you expect me to be
i'm ready to be me again
ready to be happy and free again
and although it may hurt for awhile
i will make myself smile
because you want to see my pain
you feed off of my tears
i wont let you get what you want anymore
because, i don't want you...in my life anymore. back to top?

yeah, just like Daniel Powter's song - you have a bad day

you sing a sad song just to turn it around.
i don't listen to cheery song because i don't want to be happy.

you have a bad day.

'i know he is faking a smile' back to top?

(this is written by me.)

dear x,
i just want to say my true feelings and i just want you to know. you can hate me but please read it first..

emh, i don't know where to start. ukh. yeah, you know me. i'm maria, a girl who likes you. the problem begins when all your friends know that i like you. i don't want to lie. for sure, i really really like you. you're a type of my favorite boy. at first, i want to be close to you and be your friends. yes, only friends! bu i don't know how, everything change now. when you texting me, i feel so happy! and almost everyday you always texting me. i save all your messages from first until now. i know i'm stupid. i also know you love a girl who is not me. it hurts me a lot!
i decide to keep my feelings of you, so it doesn't grown to be a love. i delete all your messages. it feels hard to do that! my best friends said that i must stop loving and forget you or i will hurt my heart more and more. loving you is like a drug, something i'm addicted to.

now you have left me crying in the pain, you won't talk to me no more. you think i am total bore, you don't care if i am left so sore.

should i tell you how much you mean to me or how bad i want to be with you? i'm too shy to say that. would you care about my feelings? i think not.

now after you read this, how would you respect me? would you never talk to me again? would you go away and never texting me again? would you see me like a stupid girl?

i know that you'll never love me back.

ps : dream is NOT always come true

love,
maria claudia back to top?

please help me mend my broken heart,
and let me live again. back to top?

things to do today :
1. make someone smile :)
2. make someone laugh :D
3. make someone cry (out of too much laughter)
4. tell someone 'i love you'
5. find a flower, let it know how beautiful it is
6. look a friend in the eye and tell him/her 'thank you for being a part of my life'
7. think of something to write for #7
8. be awesome back to top?

i can't stop looking
at your glorious face.
it draws me in
pulling me in a daze.

and your eyes
so luminous and radiant.
they sparkle
with a sense of mystery.
and they twinkle
with the slightest bit of curiosity.

i can't handle this anymore.
it's driving me insane.
the challenge to resist staring.
at those animated, gleaming, dazzling pools of heaven.

everytime that i see you
my heart jumps a beat.
i see your glistening eyes
and i cannot compete.

i'd travel through the Sahara
go through every mountain place
i'd swim the entire channel
just to see your face.. back to top?

senin, 8 feb 2010.

tadi pelajaran BK. kan sama bu anti dikasih suatu permasalahan gitu, trus kita suruh kasih solusinya. nah pas bagi kelompok, ternyata tuh mesti ngitung 1-11. gw kelompok sama sylvi. pas gw nanya 'syl, kita kelompok 1 org lagi siapa?' dia jawab 'sama DAVID mar'

O M G.

sumpah gw kaget abis. gw sekelompok sama david!!! gila! muka gw uda merah saking malu nya. gw tuh uda bingung mau ngapain. gw uda jadi anak pendiem banget di depan dia. yg laen tuh pada ngeliatin gitu ke gw. ya gw malu lah!! parah bgt dah.. dia tuh ga mau nulis, jd yg nulis tuh gw sama sylvi doang. dasar males tuh anak..

tapi gw sumpah seneng bangeeeett!!!!!!!

semoga tiap bagi kelompok kaya tadi lagi. amin amin amin back to top?

justin justin justin.
everbody talk about justin.

JUSTIN BIEBER kereeeennnnn back to top?

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face

Fell in love when I saw you standing there. back to top?

gilaaaaa. tadi s.suara tes nyanyi.
trus milihnya tuh mesti cewe cowo gitu.
kan si audrey maju, dia pilih cumi, trus cumi pilih GUE.
pas maju gw udah deg2an bgt. kan klo org laen nyanyi tuh liatin keyboardnya, kalo gw tuh nyanyi liatin PA SETIA nya. gilaaaaaa. uda diketawain terus tau ga sekelas. gw kan minta pertolongan soalnya gw udah lupa2 inget gitu liriknya.
gila sumpah gw malu banget!!
trus abis itu gw milih DAVID.
itupun disuruh sama yg laen, pake teriak2 'mar, david mar. david aja!' (gw gatau sapa yg ngomong, abis byk bgt yg teriak).
trus kan si david maju tuh, disorakin 'wetz wetz wetz' taulah gajelas.
abis itu si david pilih maurin.

nah ini sumpah bikin gw kesel.
pas b.inggris pelajaran terakhir, si maurin nanya gw gini 'mar, lo suka david ya?'
ya gw bilang nggak lah.
trus si morin bilang 'ah boong lu. lu suka kaaan sama dia (wtf banget). lo tau gak MD apa?'
gw diem aja.
dia bilang 'Maurin Didi tauuuu. bukan 'Maria David'.
RESEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE lo maurin awas nanti!

lagian kayaknya 1 kelas uda pada tau gw suka sama david.
david nya aja uda tau kali.

sebodo amat. emg gw pikirin. back to top?

this poem was made by my best friend. a very beautiful poem that i ever read.

Everytime I have a problem
Only you who sit by my side
Everytime I have a triumphant
Only you make me up to fight again

You are the best gift that God gives
Because without you, my life is useless
No one will care my suffering
No one will entertain me as you do

This moment
Only the moment that I will have once along a lifetime
To be with you all seconds and minutes
I will save this moment on my deepest heart and memory

One day, If I already succeed on my life,
I will remember all my recollection with you friend
You make me stand up with confidence
Staring up at life and walking through problems

Now, this time
I make this poem for you
With all my deepest heart
From all my mind
I just wanna say
Thank you very much friends
I don't know with what I will reply your kindness
I only have my words on this poem
My own words, especially dedicated for you both

Regards,

JM back to top?

besok ulangan biologi, mind map ttg valentine, remed vck.
PARAAAHH.
ga sanggup gw banyak bgt.
ini uda jam 9 malem dan gw blm belajar apa2

gila back to top?

A poem about not being able to tell someone that you love them. I love my friend, but I know he wouldn't love me back, so I just let him be.

I want you to come with me, my love,
to a place where we can simply be.
But I know you do not love me, for we are just good friends.
But I want you to know how I ache for you so,
and how you light the fire inside me.
You burn me up from core to crust
and soon all there will be is ash.
But, my love, if you truely do not want to be loved by me,
then I will happily burn to a crisp, right by your side.
If that is truely what you wish.


comment: sounds so painful.. back to top?

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gila. heran deh gw. ulangan gak ada abis2nya. besok gw ulangan b.indo, mat, remed mat.
b.indo sih keliatannya gampang, tapi bahannya itu 20 jenis majas yg mesti diapalin! gila! mana mirip2 semua artinya. kalo kebalik kan nilainya juga beda. ah parah banget dah.

si chin uda tau kalo gw suka sama dia. gara2 cumi BEGO.

najis ah.

mati aja lu pada ke laut. back to top?